My dreams are teasing me
This morning, I woke up next to a beautiful woman. I lay there for a moment admiring her. She was just perfect. She was beautiful. She was just there so peacefully, still sleeping next to me. I was happy and wondering how I got to be so lucky. Then my alarm went off and I woke up. How disappointing. Sigh... I mean really, how disappointing. It's like my dreams are teasing me. They are showing me the desires of my heart. It's not like I don't know what I want or anything. It's not that I don't wish my marriage would have been better. It just didn't work out that way for me. Back to life as normal, I guess. Back to the fulfilling but somewhat lonely life of a single dad. Back to being just a poor lost soul in a world of other poor lost souls. I realize it will probably never happen for me again. At 55, I'm just too old for the dating scene. The women who have shown interest in me, are not what I want. Not to mention that we live in the age