It all comes back

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I recently suffered a traumatic event in my life.  I'm not going to get into the details.  It's personal, and ultimately, the best outcome I could have hoped for is what happened.  

The problem is that life just hasn't gotten back to normal.  Or rather, I haven't gotten back to normal because I keep reliving it, over and over again.


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